Day 66/365 - On Saturn returns
Day 66 (scary!)
I realized something profound today.
And, no, it’s not that getting older gets harder and harder every year (although celebrating it with younger people does, hmph).
I realized that no matter what, I will be okay. No matter what worries or fears plague me today about the uncertainties of tomorrow, I will always have me. I read somewhere that the longest and most important relationship in life you have is with yourself - and that’s the plain truth. You are complete and whole by yourself, and your mission in life is to find that out for yourself, and explore that inner potential with yourself.
Someone else mentioned that I may be going through my Saturn return now, so I read up on this article about it. The timing is right and it certainly feels like my world is shifting, and has been for the past couple of years. I feel like my head is coming out of murky waters and getting some shallow breaths for the first time. I can’t wait to clear my head out in the beautifully crisp air and breathe deeply into my lungs. I am excited to dive out of the abyss and into my internal beautiful depths. And no matter what happens, I know I’ll be okay in the end. Because if it’s not okay - it means it’s not the end yet.